I love Art. Really. I appreciate every single artwork I see and I believe that there are strong (and also weak) points of every masterpiece - whether it is simple or amazingly complex.


I claim to be an artist myself... but sometimes, whenever I look back at my works (or even at the present ones), I seem to lose confidence in all of them.


There are so many things I want to learn - things that I discovered fun and very artistic to do.


Acrylic Painting - or general painting, that is.
Photography
Traditional Drawing - them pencils and papers.
Fashion Design - sewing and design.
Typography
3D Art - sculpture and carving.
Digital Art
Web Designing


But I feel stuck whenever I want to start making one (or any of it). There are thoughts hounding my head like, "Are you cut out for this, man?" or "You don't even know where OR WHAT to start, idiot."


Every now and then, I look at art references, books and other obsessive-compulsive-art-related things I do just so I could gain knowledge or even get at least a simple idea on what I want to do... but for someone reason, I can't command my hand to make the art I want.


My thoughts are filled with ideas and my hands contradict it. Why?


Am I lacking practice, is that it? But I do practice... or perhaps not as often as I should.


Or maybe I just can't create an actual masterpiece, let alone any decent output to be proud of.


But I love Art... and I want to create something. Anything.


why then?


Why can't I create Art?